Insanity

I am going to be insane.

My brain is going against the world which is like a one way lane .

My obsession my thoughts are inflicting pain.

As i developed schizophrenia , phobias , OCD in my brain.

Wanted to be a polymath .

But ended being a psychopath.

I never wanted to do a blood bath.

But there is a turmoil inside my brain which only begin but never last.

I locked myself inside room , is always alone .

Getting the fruits of seeds i have sown .

But which seeds? , by me its not known.

But even then on me and my actions i mourn.

Nothing  good i can see

Dont know what happened to me

I know help will not come from thee.

Can anybody understand me ?, please.

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